Rolling into retirement...

After a wonderful photography trip to Secret Canyon and hiking near Kanab, Utah a couple weeks ago, decided that rather than working more, I need to hike more! (And do other things like spend time with family and traveling! :>) So after nearly 29 years of practicing midwifery (and some 13 as a Labor and Delivery nurse before that), I decided to hang up my "catcher's mitt" and retire in December. Sweet memories I'll be taking in my heart of an amazing career filled with tender, magical moments with women and their families. I've been privileged to witness power, strength and tenacity of women as they give birth. They have taught me so much. Not to be forgotten are many comrades who have shared their journeys with me...mentors, wonderful midwives, incredible nurses and assistants, wise consulting physicians, kind housekeepers and unit clerks...so much to be grateful for!

Now a few pictures of the type of scenery that's calling me...

Wedding therapy works!

Just in case anyone needed verification of the effectiveness of wedding therapy...

My initial tumor markers were off the charts at 24,000. After only 3 treatments, they were down to a little over 1,000 (a dramatic and impressive drop)! After wedding therapy, this week's numbers are 200. Another dramatic and impressive drop. We are shooting for under 4-5, so have a bit more work to do, but confident the trend will continue.

Planning a hiking/photography therapy trip this next weekend to Utah. Then next month, planning a family therapy trip to Portland to visit my niece, Linda. :>) Got to have those things to look forward to! :>)

Life is good!

Wedding (Joy) Therapy

Joy, Joy...

The Happy Couple

The Gavette Family

First kiss as Mr. and Mrs. 

The Hickey Family

The brothers do their best...

So...just got home from some of the best therapy sessions anyone could have-quality time with my precious "children". I am so grateful for my incredible sons and their amazing ability to pick wonderful women! We all got to celebrate with Matt and Catherine as they became the newest Mr. and Mrs. Gavette. What a joyful week of watching them make public their commitment to one another. Such loving families. We are so blessed to now be part of the Hickey family, too!

The beautiful bride

Such a sweetheart!

The Handsome Groom!

The men in her life...

Her sisters and His brothers

Awh...

The Gorgeous Girls

Catherine and her new mother-in-law

NEWS Flash!!

So anyone who doesn't believe in miracles, you might want to re-think that possibility...

Got CAT scan results today and the primary (4cm) colon tumor is GONE!! The oncologist asked the radiologist to take another look (I don't think she could believe they couldn't find it...) and nope, no tumor visible!! I think that qualifies in the miracle category!! And besides that, liver tumors have shrunk to 1/2 the size they were - with only 4 treatments!

AWESOME!! GRATEFUL!! MIRACULOUS!! WOOHOO!!

Met another sweet nurse soul today. Talent and compassion in staff at MDA seems unending. Love those nurses!!!

CHEERS!! (with apple cider, of course! :>)

It's WORKING!!

Returned from the islands and back to chemo...GREAT news from lab work today. The doctor was very surprised and pleased to tell me that my tumor markers have plummeted from 23,000 to 1,000. Quite a fast response after only 3 treatments. I know all the prayers and healing, positive energy sent are making a huge difference. Thank you all for your amazing support. Will get a CAT scan later this week that should confirm the shrinking of tumors. We are thrilled! It's working just the way we'd hoped (actually I think we're ahead of schedule).

Thought I'd add a few pictures from our vacation (the "island therapy"). Next we move on to "wedding therapy", "hiking therapy" and there's the constant of "work therapy" that feeds my soul...all important adjuncts to the chemo.

I am so GRATEFUL for all your loving support.

Thank you.
XO

Islandtherapy

Enough chemotherapy for awhile, now for some serious islandtherapy...Lots of ocean, waterfalls, swimming, hot pools, tropical fruit, fish, adventure, relaxing and best of all...family. XO On the island of Dominica in the West Indies. We're on the windward side of the island, so lots of beautiful waves and rugged coast (reminds us a bit of New Zealand). Rain forests cover the island.  An active volcanic field offers hot pools, geothermal power and rugged mountains. There are 365 rivers on the island-with all the high mountains, waterfalls are abundant. There is beauty everywhere you look. People are lovely, time is laid back, roads are pretty good, driving is on the left (Peter is our designated chauffer-he navigates the hills and curves like a pro)...A beautiful piece of paradise!

Feeling awesome... :>)

The BEAUTIFUL side of cancer

CANCER. Now there's a word no one expects to hear, a diagnosis no one wants to have. It comes along with all sorts of fear, sadness, pain, uncertainty (just to name a few common emotions). Though I certainly don't enjoy hearing that word with my name attached, I have discovered that there really is a beautiful side of cancer.

Having this "unintended adventure" has allowed me to experience more love, care, compassion, sweetness and generosity than I have ever experienced in my life. I have been touched by beautiful words sent to me via email, cards, comments, offers of help. If I hadn't embarked on this adventure, I don't think I would ever have known how much love is in the hearts of people in my life. I have been the recipient of some beautiful gifts: A beautiful quilt (pictured in another post), a fun dress that I had admired and not purchased, yummy dinners, massages, music, a care package from friends in San Diego. As soon as the box was opened, pure fun, laughter, love and delight came pouring out with dozens of items. It was filled with very practical items (like soup and toothpaste) and fun things (like a teddy bear and these slippers).

Prayers, healing energy and positive thoughts have made such a difference. I know the chemo is working. The tumors have to be shrinking. For the past week I've felt "nearly" normal. I've been able to do yard work, hike up (the small saddle) on our Lookout Mountain, work (1/2 time), enjoy company and preparing for our upcoming family vacation (and have been off pain pills). I am truly grateful for the beautiful collective energy surrounding and uplifting me. Thank you all.

If I hadn't embarked on this adventure, I wouldn't have met all the beautiful people at MD Anderson. Nurses there give such skilled care with grace and compassion. I know they must all have been hand-picked from "the cream of the crop". Receptionists, aides, volunteers are all such friendly, helpful and welcoming faces. My physician is perfect for me. She is very knowledgeable and compassionate. She listens. She spends whatever time is needed to answer all questions and makes me feel like I'm the only patient she has to see.

All these things have helped me see the beautiful side of cancer. It's the only side I'm choosing to see...I live in gratitude.